Originally published on Groundviews.
I often have to remind myself that I live with a Tamil.
My housemate, Vanessa is a Tamil, married to a Sinhalese and I have been living with her and her husband for almost a year and working with her for over two. She is also one of my closest friends.
She is Tamil; I am Sinhalese. But even as I write, it’s hard to think of the two of us along those lines, because I can’t figure out what defines our identities. Even if I can define what makes her Tamil, I still can’t define what makes her different from me.
Is it colour? She is darker than I am, but we are both brown skinned.
Is it accent? She sounds no different than me, except for a tiny, pleasant lilt in her voice.
Is language? We both speak English. She speaks better Sinhala than I do, and fluent Tamil, of which I do not know a word.
Is it culture and customs? She married a Sinhalese, much to the horror of some of her relatives. But she is happy with her choice.
Is it dress? She dresses just like me and we are endlessly in each other’s wardrobes.
Is it in name? She kept hers. “I like my own name”, she told me simply, by way of explanation.
Is it in political affiliation? Her political views are as vague as mine. We are not for the leadership, nor are we for those who wish to topple it. If she doesn’t find today’s politics suited to her, I could say the same for myself. We both hope instead for something in between – something more palatable, more honest. Something we cannot see today.
Is it in parentage? Her parents voted for Mahinda. Mine for Sarath. Continue reading “Living with the Other”